25.12.08

Stay - Estrella

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If your heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

16.12.08

everyone got pwn'd


is when other cars 假厉害 and come in front of you.

15.12.08

DuitOrangMalas.com


the google ad. lazy people's money. in malay language. self-explanatory.

pure probability. yeah. right.

12.12.08

今天十五,带了斋果到居士林祭拜先祖。

一位母亲携着小孩,烧了香,跪在灵位前。

母告诉儿子:“叫爷爷。”

孩儿轻道:“爷爷。。。”

静。

再喊:“爷爷!”

又静。

。。。

这一幕,泪水在我眼角形成了。

29.11.08

khoo-seah war


feel sorry for prof seah.

27.11.08

人质
张惠妹
《我要快乐》

我和你啊 存在一种危险关系
彼此挟持 这另一部分的自已
本以为这完整了爱的定义
那就乖乖的守护着你

相爱变成 猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要 憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔 是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的 就不怕有缝隙

在我心上用力地开一枪
让一切归零 在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎 反正我也 没差

相爱变成 猜忌怀疑的烂游戏
规则是要 憋着呼吸越靠越近
但你的温柔 是我唯一沉溺
你是爱我的 就不怕有缝隙

在我心上用力地开一枪
让一切归零 在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎 反正我也 没差

人质在这一刻得到释放
相爱的纯粹落得如此下场
你满意吗 我们都别 说谎

26.11.08

da_boss's instruction


seriously. nothing better to do.

24.11.08

anniversary!!!

it's been one year plus days since i started blogging.

yayness +1

23.11.08

mechanics of madness

mad. plain mad.

21.11.08

inferiority

is when she's studying masters and i'm still here studying FCC, BCC and HCP. and corrosion.

18.11.08

林林

who the fuck cares bout your dog?

breakfast

2 slices of bread, 1 piece of ham, 1 handful of lettuce, 1 apple and 1 cup of [s]melamine[/s] chocolate milk.

15.11.08

EPIC HEAD

1 aluminum sheet. 2 days. 6 parts. 10 lock nuts. 20 screws + nuts. countless scratches. hopefully an A.

28.10.08

foul

心情糟透了。。。

21.10.08

VCFO Quartet

6.33am: wake up the alarm. it's late. bioclock works better.

shave and clean up. formal wear huh. fine.

334 was on time. or rather, i were on time for 334.

and the mrt was packed. PACKED. poor white-collar people.

reached raffles place mrt. so cool. early birds. and gui liang. lolz. only for today. sorry bro.

where the heck is the ubs building -_-?

and the coffee along the way, 1.10 and 1.60 for kopi and kopi ais. gl's treat.

the venue is at 49th floor. some sierra/andes/himalaya rooms. lolz. north tower.

the thing is, it's 49th floor. ALTITUDE CHANGE OMGGGG.

bet these people suffer the same as stewards and stewardess.

the networking session. lolz. pwned by ntu and smu. so clever people. top 25 graduating students i think. lolz.

the quartet. some mozart thingie. got a free cd in the end. hehehehe.

took 97 back. one hour ride. never gonna work at ubs. unless they charter a merc for me. lolz. trainee.

hot weather. no tie. biz attire at 12.00pm.

needless to say, i look like a retrenched middle age guy.

7.10.08

world economy cui-ness

eesong = (1-0.26530612244897959183673469387755)*eesong

2.10.08

it's not ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

nuff' said. go visit the blog.

29.9.08

yeah. as they said.

What is a Spirograph?

A Spirograph is a curve formed by rolling a circle inside or outside of another circle. The pen is placed at any point on the rolling circle. If the radius of fixed circle is R, the radius of moving circle is r, and the offset of the pen point in the moving circle is O, then the equations of the resulting curve is defined by:

x = (R+r)*cos(t) - O*cos(((R+r)/r)*t)
y = (R+r)*sin(t) - O*sin(((R+r)/r)*t)
(moving circle outside the fixed circle)

x = (R-r)*cos(t) + O*cos(((R-r)/r)*t)
y = (R-r)*sin(t) - O*sin(((R-r)/r)*t)
(moving circle inside the fixed circle)

6.9.08

bdae lolz

Valarie

Emyn
Yanan

Lesley
Janet
Clara

Ai Ling
Josephine
Archana
Alexis

Sara
Deborah
Paulpone
Tiang Lim
Choon Ting

Chi Ming
Karie
Calvin
Vui Kiat
Hoong Yeee
Andri

Wei Hao
Galven
Vidit
Preaw
Yvonne
Alvin

***

Sheng Qiong
Weijia
Qianru
Enlin
Melvyn
Shengshiuan
Shu Wen
Gui Liang
Yawen
...and CBT08 folks

...and Facebook + Xiaonei.com

31.8.08

fit

woo. the route.

in other unrelated news, UM... NO?

today

is just so.

p/s: managed to blog in time. =p read yours as well. can't agree more.

23.8.08

engineers in the making

1130hrs
ikea people came. the whole delivery process took less than 5 minutes. that makes their delivery charges, rounding up to 5 minutes, SGD10.00 per minute. wow.

or.

i have 3 items. that makes the charges SGD16.67 per item. wow.

or.

SGD3.34 per item per minute. 3.34 $/t*unit, where t is in minutes. 3.34wow/(wow*wow)

1145hrs
started to fix the table. okay. 4 table leg + 1 table top. each table leg has 5 screws. easy. just screw it and be done with it.

1230hrs
easy. easy my foot. or hand. or ass. easy myasshandfoot.
i have to shift my whole body mass of 85kg x 9.81N/kg = 833.85N. since i'm living on the 6th floor, maybe that makes less force. maybe 85kg x 9.8095N/kg = 833.8075N. so it's less. i should have bring the table top down to first floor to assemble it before bringing it up. oh well.

notice that handkerchief? it's the resultant logical deduction of this situation here:
as you can see, i probably had a first-degree or second-degree burn. ikea screwed me instead.

1258hrs
"elo."
"yo."
"do you by any chance have any power drill or screwdriver thingie at your home?"
"no."
"okay."
*random guy rambling stuff*
"ok bye."
"bye."

dammit james. you should have one!! argghhh. =(

1315hrs
fucked. no more strength left. went down to the nearby community lot (sounds a lot like the sims games =p) to purchase something. something that i've learnt in engineering class. or physics. yay me. real-life application of stuff i've learnt. yayness +1

1325hrs
fixing the table.

1330hrs
fixed. all 4x5=20 screws. within 5mins. tighten and ready to be used. i show you why. pardon my crude scribbling though.guess what i've bought. lolz.

the stuff with length d2. yesh. i've been using the stuff with length d1. that's why.

now. given,

torque, T = force, F x distance, d

naturally, holding force F constant, the torque T generated by both screwdriver1 and screwdriver2, respectively, is therefore,

T1 = F1d1 ... 1
T2 = F2d2 ... 2

since F1 = F2 (experimentally adjusted), and solving the simultaneous equation 1 and 2, we have,

T1/d1 = T2/d2 ... 3

since d1 is approximately 3/4 of d2 (as deduced from the diagram), that makes:

4T1/3d2 = T2/d2

eliminating d2,

T2 = 4/3 * T1

that's 33% more torque generated.

on a sidenote, that screwdriver 2 costs SGD1.50. that's 22% increased torque per SGD1.00 spent.

smart.

HOWEVER.

a smarter choice would be asking ikea to fix the freaking table themselves, which would cost me 6% of the table's price. that is, 6% of SGD39.00 = SGD2.34

that SGD2.34 will save me at least 2hrs. and another SGD1.50. so that makes a difference of SGD0.42 per hour. or SGD0.007 per minute of savings compared to my current situation.

well. to finish off,

IKEA(R) Vika Amon Table Top, SGD19.00

IKEA(R) Vika Curry Table Leg, SGD20.00

Guo Yi(R) 6x150mm Hardened, Magnetic (+) Screwdriver, SGD1.50

the stupid experience of fixing a table, buying a screwdriver, drunk a tin of green tea, wasted 2 hours and having the energy to blog it in engineering terms,

priceless.

17.8.08

it should have been

the fifth birthday that i wanna celebrate along with you.

but things don't go as planned.

well.

happy 22th birthday~!

p/s: i'll dedicate one of my three wishes for you later in september although i hate you sometimes.

15.8.08

今天是我来到新加坡第一次这么早就回到屋子 -- 傍晚4时29分。之前都是因为屋里无法上网而迟迟呆在大学不回。

现在家里可以吼吼吼了。囧~

p/s: check this out. shizuoka broadcasting. from marketing class. gawd i love that module. as of now. =p

昨天的我,忘了打印课文,在讲堂中只好猛抄。

无聊的我,翻了身,看见背后坐着的你,你仿佛没事我的存在。

而我,想起了当初爱你的理由,忘了分手时的事故,无疑的,我已渐渐放下了那一丝恨意。

好久好久,无人吻慰我的伤口。今天的她,就是那么一个小动作,让我想起了你。还记得以前,无论伤的多严重,你也无视我的坚强,把我当成受伤的小兔,毫无理睬我的埋怨,帮我敷伤。

回家的路途,学生宿舍传来一阵手机铃声,一阵很有你味道的铃声,好回忆,好回忆。

爱需时间建立,也许时间却帮倒忙。但愿,那全都成了你我之间的一页,而我只能一笑,感激你对我所付出的一切。

11.8.08

attack of the supper

invasion of the hotdog-squid and sotong-ball. eyeless hotdog-squid and half sotong-ball btw.

7.8.08

> tua liap than vivian

two hands vs one hand. he's DA BOMB.

p/s: this is for the USD2k one. and he doesn't even treat me one cup of kopi. some friend he is.

4.8.08

Off-campus Living: 3rd August 2008 Day 1

8.xxpm: i miss those old days.

am at bus stop opposite YIH now. bus 96 just passed by. and i missed it. oh well. anyways, the house isn't a place that i look forward to go back to. so yeah that balances out each other.

a couple beside me just said "sucks". sigh. apparently the vending machine refuses to cooperate with the guy. yeah, life sucks.

meh.

ok let's see what's next. broadband applying, rental discussing, the fucking noisy air-con, module registration.

oh. i missed out the orientation this year. not staying in campus i'd say, plus all these moolahz brought along by the off-campus accommodation.

continuing with the list, concession pass, bingo clubroom overnights (likely i'd say)

damn, i need the earplugs. dammit dammit dammit.

how i wish you were here with me. esp you emyn. T.T clown for you. lolz.

8.47pm: bus 95 came. not the one i wanted.

weak. i'm this weak. feeble-minded.

ahhhh, i hate the bed. the very soft bed in my room. dammit. ikea here i come!!!

damn. it all boils down to how much i wanna fork out. the problem is, NOT MUCH. (read: as little as possible, and if it's over the cost of living in pgp, it's too much)

shit.

the vending machine beside me starts to heat up (or cool up, depending on which thermodynamic cycle you're talking) AND IT'S MORE QUIET THAN THE AIR-CON IN THE ROOM.

8.51pm: the bus ain't coming still.

ish. bbq on 8th of august. not really looking forward to it. when stuffs are being compared, shit happens.

yeah i know. limited vocab. just like south park the movie. wiki it for how much profanity it uses etc etc. lolz.

note to self: no matter how long it takes for the bus to arrive, there's still another at least 40 minutes. yeah. according to the time now, theoretically i'll reach my room at 9.34pm. and counting.

8.55pm: bus 96. the girl sitting beside me is gorgeous. just the type i liked. hahaha. stories happen you see. male A at bus stop and sees female B. love at first strike. male A approaches female B, goes "hi, did i know you from somewhere"; female B stutters "yeah i think we've met"... yadayada, happily ever after.

whatever.

the room still sucks at present. still have to hang up the curtain when i get back. still have to unpack my stuff and settle down. on that freakishly soft bed.

my, she's hot. my kind of hot. lolz. guys, if you've known me better, you'll know what i'm saying.

9.00pm: not even halfway to clementi. ok. halfway. shit. gotta deposit my bank draft. tomorrow ba. lolz. i forgot to bring my jacket as well. please remember.

ah heck it. deposit it today. plus go buy some stuff.

bye for now.

**********************************************

continued.

come to think bout it, off-campus life ain't that bad. lolz. which NUS student has a waterbed waiting for him/her back at his/her room.

lolz.

life's fun. with all this and that. am on the bus back now. guess this is the life that awaits me from now on till june 2009.

hopefully it does not suck as bad as i expected. but it is. but heck it. but but. but but but. lolz x3.

ziqi is in the bus with me now. i do not know the way back so hopefully she's alighting at the same stop as me. plus it's nighttime. i'm not that lame okay. =p

ish.

peeps, you all should have a mirror in front of you should you get angry or frustrated. chio girls just got fugly cuz she's like abit angry at the person she's on the phone with now. lolz. that's ugly. ugly ugly ugly.

still, i felt like crying. but tears dried up long ago.

9.31pm: i still don't know where i am. there's alot of people coming up. DAMN LOT. guess this is all for tonight. byes. more to come later.

26.7.08

to clap

raise one hand, raise the other hand, keeping them an equidistance apart.

then force them together at the speed that makes the sound.

repeat.

and repeat.

namida

it ran dry long ago.

still, it hurts to think bout it. to think bout how it started, how it went, how it was good, how it was bittersweet, how it declined, and of course, how it ended.

alot of stuff happened nowadays: stupid result, stupid biz trip report, stupid screw up timetable, stupid osa, stupid high rental, stupid utility bill, stupid world class singapore transport, stupid stupid stupid.

made a list of items pending and to be done. it sums up to less than 10. that's how much of stuff to get me worried everyday since the start of the holiday. damn.

really, knowing everything in the world is not sufficient. knowing is not doing. knowing is NEVER doing. meh. asking people not to dread over something, make sure you do it yourself, not just bluffing the shit over and over again.

and it was never "placing yourself in others shoe". HOW THE HELL DO YOU THINK IN PLACE OF OTHERS?

that makes us unique i suppose. lolz. and this disorganized entry is how my brain is now. jiggly wiggly figgly oozle wozzle.

don't know where those words came from anyway. failure is me. meh. ups and downs. makes me sick. life sickens me. yeah.

off i go to read the chinese novel that bluey gave me. lolz. made my life difficult only. =p

25.7.08

31.4GB of pure vibrations

should have become a musician instead...

24.7.08

USD2,000.00

that's how much he's worth. go you!

21.7.08

weird

today was really weird. woke up by daddy, causing me unable to complete the essay which i was furiously scribbling onto the exam paper. it was malay language exam. and i hate the teacher. lolz.

and dreamt about someone. maybe cuz of her being not online after so long. wahahaha. weird x2 why didn't she lift her head abit when i sat beside her. why~~?

thanks emyn for accompanying me to buy the camera case. got myself a sony cybershot. CONFIRM PIRATED cuz ori version costs 70. got mine for 30. lolz lolz lolz.

and it rained too. lained. whatever. lain big big somemore. hahaha.

p/s: thanks bluey again for the book and the food. lolz. i don't usually read book and rarely read chinese books. but i'll read the one you gave me. =]

14.7.08

101th + 0.5 post

for lord kai.

till now i dunno what's your full name. desmond ong xxx xxx.

sorry. lolz. maybe i knew but i forgot.

do remind me ya? thanks.

101th post

yeah. so it begins anew eh?

anyways, vamprie is going for nus soon. wish her safe journey. on the 16th i believe. val, send my regards to your parents if you read this.

psychology expert is coming back from west malaysia. lolz. eh, meet up lar. not like i'm gonna makan you or what. just wanna pass you your SOUVENIR that you've been pestering me so much for during my china biz trip. hehehe. no? ok ok i bought it voluntarily without your request. there! =p

holidays' been fun. wasting and rotting around, or should i say, nuah around. scouting twins are especially 'entertaining', and sorry to jane who's house kena robbed. blame it on the economy, and subsequently you-know-who.

scout band is fun nevertheless. more recruits coming in this year but there's much room for improvement. they're lame, but they're fun. haha.

oh ya, before i forgot, went to serian for a lobster meal today. damn on uncles! (yeah, daddy's friends) driving pajero like 140km/h

that's all. peace out.

100th post

yeah. this is the 100th post.

and so freaking sienz that this is gonna be a hate entry.

sigh.

wasted my time and resources just to cover up for what you have done, lil girl.

well screw it anyways. i'm too pissed off to do all that shit.

note to self: remember that the phone plan might be different from my own. check the price before purchasing. hahaha. am grateful that my mind allows me to notice such small details. MEH~

other than that, let's put other stuff in the 101th post ba. this is purely for that bitch.

yeah. and i was pondering on a list of people whom have made an implication on my life. you were number 1. i missed those moments. you've taught me a lot. i've changed for the better as well. thanks to you. you've gone through all those bittersweet moments along with me. yeah. it was fun, it was mesmerizing, it was everything.

yeah. but fuck all those. it will all end soon. i demanded it. i willed it. so sue me.

12.7.08

lol


managed to pawn the computer AI, and that's the end result of the battle.

it keeps pestering me behind the castle walls and shooting me with those free druids in tower.

the others are not worth mentioning but as 19 freaking emerald dragon is there waiting to kick my ass, i thought my 8 would somehow thin the numbers (they died the earliest btw, since the AI consider them most dangerous). however, in the end, my ancient treants keep rooting itself, gaining 100% to the armour value and thus holding off all those attacks. and retaliates. while my hero pick those pesky emerald dragons one by one after killing off its elder druids and master hunters, who packs a wallop.

so yeah~

7.7.08

Q&A

wen wen says (08:04 pm):
what what when huh?
so prof lim, you're not selling it? says (08:05 pm):
this that then lor.

ccass points

-tiang-[约定.] says (11:48 am):
ha
-tiang-[约定.] says (11:48 am):
screw cca points.
-tiang-[约定.] says (11:49 am):
cant even exchange for soft toy using those points.
-tiang-[约定.] says (11:49 am):
ta ma de.
-tiang-[约定.] says (11:49 am):
work so hard for what.
lord andri your humble servant require of your mighty photography skillz. o please hear me! says (11:49 am):
HAHAHHAHAHAHA

6.7.08

人民撞墙


国油赚$$

5.7.08

k = -12

like that lor

25.6.08

口奈

talk bout cuteness.

this little fella fell down to the ground, and got picked up by daddy who's doing gardening at the moment.

putting it back up to the roof, and then ka-cha~

23.6.08

bleh

screwup of the century. go me.

it was supposed to be anything special. just that it was supposed to be professional, and i felt that it was done so very unprofessionally.

damn.

damn paiseh also.

21.6.08

ideal career. yeah right.




Your Career Type: Artistic



You are expressive, original, and independent.

Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.



You would make an excellent:



Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor

Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer

Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer

Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor



The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

18.6.08

firefox 3


nuff said.

=]

11.6.08

Date: 8th June 2008

Location: Seat 18B, UA895, from Hong Kong to Singapore.

Time: 10.00pm

一段路,我曾经走;

一首歌,我曾听过;

一封信,我曾写过;

一段情,我曾拥有。

Date: 31st May 2008

Location: On the bus to Tianjin Airport.

Time: 12.19pm

Today we’re going to Wenzhou. Got my result yesterday night 6.00pm. Gosh I hate to say that I hate these times. Had my worst result in my NUS life as well.

Sigh.

3.39? This is too much for a joke.

Okay. Another 4 semesters to go. Another 80MCs worth of modules to go. Another approximately 20 modules to go. And only 4 B-s allowed.

Where’s the me when I needed it most?

Can’t say that I am not sad. Can’t say that I know very well to move on. Can’t say shit for now.

Peace out.

Date: 28th May 2008

Location: Ru Jia Hotel, Tianjin.

Time: 4.06pm

Stayed in hotel and missed a company visit due to some minor headache, minor flu and serious mental fatigue.

Had a pretty funky dream just now. Fantasy RPG dream. It was like in an RPG game, where you get to this location inciting the glorious deed of assassination of an evil ruler king by a humble farmer. Note: They are all giants and look Viking-ish.

Today’s short dream just started when me and my other friends (I don’t know as to who they are; just that they are there to set up a party) are threading through this large staircases. Catching a glimpse of the king walking, we followed him. We then walked a few stairs up and came to a balcony when this other giant run past by and spotted us. Crouching down while trying to conceal himself behind a huge vase, he initiated conversation with us. Taking out his log note, he jotted down something.

And the weird part is, all this déjà vu thingie is weird. Halfway through the meet-up I suddenly “realized” that I had read this whole thing somewhere previously, and that what he wrote inside the log note, I knew it all. I knew about what he is going to write, about our little meet-up before his attempted assassination, about how excited this bunch of small little humans are, and about his pondering of why one of the them cried excessively towards the end of the conversation.

Yeah, I cried.

I cried because I knew that his effort is to no avail, that his assassination of the king would fail, and that his whole village would be annihilated in the end.

This is also probably the 2nd time that I’ve cried and woke up from a dream. The first time being I dreamt bout my late grandmother.

Come to think bout it, dreams are weird. You are aware of it, yet you cannot do anything about it.

Note to self: Understand more bout this déjà vu concept in the holidays. This is freakishly more interesting than stuff I studied. The first time I encountered this term is in “The Matrix”. One interesting fact that I read is that you are made to believe that this previous experience is actually something that has happened in the past.

Date: 21st May 2008

Location: Unknown. Forgot. China.

Time: Same as above. Whatever.

Hahaha

At first I thought that I would survive without blogging or whatever. Apparently the whole china government had come to an agreement to blog about blog.

HA HA HA

Okay lame joke x2. Blog bout blog. Block bout blog. Meh. And that “HA HA HA” is the famous sarcastic laugh from our trip supervisor mr anderson lim, along with “拖出去斩!” and “岂不妙哉?”

Met two more Nanjing people, (小贾 and 王红叶) yesterday (20.05.08). Most liveliest bunch of all people as of now.

Hehehe

Things do happen. Sadly I didn’t take any photo with them. Nevermind. 活在当下.

p/s: notice there are capital letters here in this entry. It was all totally my bad.

17.5.08

wireless-less

finally!

some internet.

HAHAHA

p/s: sun please contact me~ i lost your number T.T

10.5.08

too much

these 2 girls are.

but it's fun to have ya'll around.

=]

9.5.08

wow

[c=30] edelweiss.ras[/c] says (06:29 pm):
tmr will be the day when i lost a fren to chat with in msn

sounds wrong hehehe

hurts

...but it's already over before you know it.

just threw away all the stuff you gave me. all those unneeded, dispensable and easily acquired anyways. along with all those needed, indispensable and who-knows-when-i-can-really-give-it-up kinda stuff. no point keeping it anyway. waste of space. physically and mentally.

...and it's already over before you know it.

meh. time flies. scars heal. move on. me. and you.

yay

2 more nights. and there will no more hearing-impaired neighbour A with sledgehammer music and retarded neighbour B with declining violin skills.

damn i hate them.

8.5.08

rain

i like.

sun

she redefines friendship.

in reverse-chronological order, thank her for:
1. cake
2. kinder bueno
3. dying my hair
4. detergent
5. washing plate de sponge
2. cooking oil
8. ironing my shirts and pants
9. kinder bueno again.
10. pratta night.
11. pratta night x2.
...
n. and the various things that we shared.
n+1. and the foods!!!

sorry that's all i can recall as of now. =(

touched. i meant me. =]

btw girl, i'm pretty confident that you can spot something else in the above post. it's yours.

and have a nice holiday back in hometown. i'll email you more often then since you checked your mail more frequent than you being online. -_-

and you left your hotmail logged in just now. be more careful next time lae.

best friends. forever!

7.5.08

packaged drifter + worrywart

wootness.

just half of my stuff to james house and another half to china. a light traveler is me!

okay i'm just bored. need to call agents tomorrow. need to read reports tonight. plus some archiving stuff.

and final step would be sending stuff to james house plus readying for china.

damn. a worrywart is me as well! packing stuff requires 2 days of planning. and tomorrow's stuff has been confirmed yesterday.

and the constant mentioning of the same stuff proves that. sigh.

packaged drifter +3

still packing.

5 items to james.

3 items to retreat and to china. (1 is from james)

plus a hell lot of other stuffs to do now. sigh x2.

packaged drifter +2

yeah lazy to edit. plus the blog would be freaking long that it'll deter me to read it also.

2nd task at hand. still. gonna shock the poo out of them liao. wahahaha.

i'm really freaking tired also. sigh.

ariek and emyn are working their asses off. the former doing it damn early, the latter due to damn packed schedule. good luck yo~

emyn: entreprenuerial at heart, I DON'T TAKE CHANCES IN LOVE LIFE. =p

this just in: ariek's friend's boyfriend just happily walk past her (ariek's) house to pass her (ariek) her (ariek's girlfriend's) atm card and bank book. talk bout trust.

okay finally done with the filelet stuff. filelet is because it is a file and it is small. this is also the 2nd task aforementioned.

fungry now. packed halfway also. streamed southpark but no time to watch i guess. have to go bingo clubroom tomorrow, send stuff to andri, withdraw to pay yanan, call agents (yes, agents) continue packing up plus procuring items for my china biz trip (i like the word procure, and outsource. hehe)

yeah guess i'm off to sleep as well. nights. or morning. whatever.

EDIT: yesh chiu ish bad emyn mwahaha!

packaged drifter +1

yeah packing up now. not that much stuff. as expected. threw away alot of rubbish though.

thank james. he's the god now. for letting me put my stuff at his home. and also giving me advises while buying felicia just now. yeah he's full of advice. joking.

saw the wallet that you gave me. and the 2 dollar wallet that we bought together. i'm sorry but i'm throwing it away. them. away. along with the memories.

hate this kind of drifting lifestyle. worse, have to search for accommodation next year. good luck to me. will have to call them again tomorrow to change the contact number since i will not be here during the vacation. this is so contradictory to my "less trouble, please" philosophy.

am going to china this coming 12th. for one month. till june 8th. then back to matland johore on june 9th and finally kuching (yay~).

suddenly had this call from chief project director of the china biz trip to ask me for design stuff. woot. is this reflective of the real work environment or just some cocked up stuff requiring cleaning up?

i did plan to do some packing up and whatnot that has to be done tomorrow. ended up doing the stuff mentioned in one paragraph above. not one stuff but two. good luck x2 to me.

by the way this post has been lasting for at least 2 hours. and still going strong.

oh ya. two girls i knew breaking up with their boyfriend. boyfriends. sigh.

ariek. is busy. doing her converter thingie now. in other related news, wikipedia is as useful as it is useless.

in other unrelated news, that last sentence is totally paradoxical. gave her my bookmark so as to keep her company when i'm gone for the one month. that's so touching awww.

still doing the 2nd stuff of cbt08.

oh ya, this will probably evolve into the longest blog post since the 160GB of stuff.

searching for panoramic view of NUS. for the 2nd task at hand.
EDIT: FOUND!!! wahahaha but not exactly what i wanted. check later.

ariek got bored with chatting with me i guess. hahaha. a sobster is me!

still have yet to take bath. it's 2.07am now!

stopping blogging for ariek to read. hahaha. there! my answer. later edit again.

6.5.08

felicia

exams ending. none too happy about it. did pretty bad due to braindead or whatever reason that exist that time. ah. call me numb but heckcare it lar.

got yanan's ticket already. the counter guy started the conversation with "so who's the boss?".

and got myself a new toy today:
http://www.fujifilm.com/products/digital_cameras/f/finepix_f50fd/index.html
charging it now. later play with it.

EDIT: sure thing edelweiss!! can't wait for it to finish charging hehehe~

4.5.08

figured

april 31st.

april 31st. again.

and then NOVEMBER 31st.

it sounds convincing what. damn you stupid emyn.

3.5.08

madness part 2

it's freaking 3.48am now.

and i have a test today at 1.00pm. it's called fluid mechanics ii.

managed to cram alot of stuff into my mind (and the cheatsheets as well). it is now heavier by approximately 2kg. so yeah hopefully can do better than last semester.

am practically in zen state right now; after 16 hours of non-stop fluiding, it's hard not to be in such different world. now i'm seeing fluid plus blurring vision.

and the fact that this blogspot keep saving my draft and each time the screen flickers a bit doesn't help me at all. oh well.

in other news, thanks val for accompanying me. hahaha. weird bunch as well. like no need sleep like that.

in other unrelated news, i loved my lappie more than her. hahaha.

oh and good luck to me~

EDIT: "it" can refer to my brain, or my cheatsheets, or both cumulatively. dependent on your understanding as well.

madness?



nah. this isn't sparta either.

it's just fluids mechanics II. welcome to NUS.

p/s: val. this is actually fun. where else in the world that you get to do this kinda stuff hehehe~

2.5.08

yeah i guess so...

James ! says (12:26 am):
still alive ?

1.5.08

不习惯

。。。你这么早睡呵呵呵~

自从认识到现在每晚都在烦我的那一位,记得照顾好身体哦~~

也很希望在NUS看到你,祝你好运吧!

oh.

in other news, alcohol is bad for health so please don't consume too much.

in another news, my judgment is damn off today.

in another totally unrelated news, SCREW FLUIDS LAR. DAMMIT. I'M OFF TO SLEEP NOW. SIENZZZ!

EDIT: it's already may 1st. 劳动节快乐~~

29.4.08

=]

james. said:
hey.. gg to sleep
james. said:
nite
松 || 病态社会 said:
ahaha so early
松 || 病态社会 said:
nitezzzzz

james. says (03:18 am):
hahaha
james. says (03:18 am):
i am not a bat lor
松 || 病态社会 says (03:18 am):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
松 || 病态社会 says (03:18 am):
that's a cool way to say it
james. says (03:18 am):
i am robin
james. says (03:18 am):
oops. i'm lame
james. says (03:18 am):
kk. nite
松 || 病态社会 says (03:19 am):
hshahah
松 || 病态社会 says (03:19 am):
nvm
松 || 病态社会 says (03:19 am):
nitezzzz

28.4.08

...

emyn_pui@hotmail.com says (09:12 pm):
the blog wwif the fewest words i've ever found

童真

those days, was only less than a year.

anita, sheng qiong, wang peng, ehsan, nilay, bao sheng, qin yu, gu cheng, zongliang and me.

yeah. that was 2nd EA prep days.

27.4.08

cheetsheet



RAWR FOR ME2142!!!

p/s: the title is deliberately spelt wrong. did you spot the mistake?

Charlie the Unicorn

Charlie the Unicorn
http://youtube.com/watch?v=CsGYh8AacgY

Charlie the Unicorn 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=QFCSXr6qnv4

weird stuff. made me go gaga boing

contented

music by stars are nice~

there's lots of time for examination preparation as well.

life's good. for now. be glad. am glad.

25.4.08

dane cook

HE IS DA BOMB!

was chatting with friend then thought of him, saying:

"sometimes i really wanted to snatch the ice-cream from a kid, finish it halfway, smack the rest back to his face, then run off yelling HAHAHAHAHA just so the kid will remember me for the rest of his life."

yeah. that would be cool.

23.4.08

illusion

...is when fugly bitches surround a pretty girl making her prettier.

that's also precisely why she hangs out with them.

21.4.08

存|义

i need some answers here please...

小气鬼

bah. i hate this. broken promises. makes me wonder what did i do to deserve this. did i really subconsciously do something similar or what?

and why the hell do i still act cool and says it's okay, everything's fine etc?

that's it. do tell me earlier next time. thank you.

p/s: gerick you be her substitute HAHAHA!

19.4.08

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15.4.08

沾沾自喜

~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ hi
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ i am valarie
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ u are xxx right?
[cbt08] serious cat yes
[cbt08] serious cat sorry i couldn't recall you
[cbt08] serious cat mind to refresh my memory?
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ er... yih min gave me ur contact
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ she said u are in NUS now... that's why i am adding u to ask u for some opinion
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ btw, i was in ur ITS class b4
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ :)
[cbt08] serious cat omg
[cbt08] serious cat that was freaking long time already
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ u still remember me mer if like that?
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ i doubt u will remember me anyway
[cbt08] serious cat not really
[cbt08] serious cat sorry
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ i was sort of 'quiet'?
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ LOL
[cbt08] serious cat yeah so you were asking?
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ ok, i know u did A Levels in Taylors right?
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ i read it in the sch mag anyway
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ so dun think i am a stalker :P
[cbt08] serious cat hmm
[cbt08] serious cat yeah i did that
[cbt08] serious cat hahah won't la
[cbt08] serious cat but i dunno it was posted there
~(S)(*)VaL(#)(R)~ muahahahaha pelajar contoh what

13.4.08

fucked

by NUS.

11.4.08

流浪 @ 新加坡 2008

forgot to blog about me being shelterless next sem. and the next next sem as well.

oh well.

good luck to the other 1199 international students as well.

hair

to cut or not to cut...?

yeah, what am i thinking.

流浪 @ 新加坡 2008 says (11:09):
the clementi mc-d 24hrs right?


-tiang-[
约定.] says (11:10):
what are u thinking.

6.4.08

weird

just. plan. weird.

3.4.08

一见如故

有时候,生活中的某些人,虽说认识不到一个月,感情却犹如十年之交。。。

ups and downs and rounds and rounds

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 said:

your pm sounds wrong

Angel says (00:33):

In what way?

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:33):

pervy way

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:34):

pervy healthy way

Angel says (00:34):

= =

Angel says (00:34):

It depends on how you want to interpret it man ha ha

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:34):

haha yea i know

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:34):

so wat u referring to

Angel says (00:34):

life

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:34):

HAHHA omg

广播脉搏,每周一24时,只在radiopulze || 重播同日911 says (00:34):

my understanding was way off

Angel says (00:36):

ha ha

2.4.08

for that someone i know

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave,
You were what I wanted,
I gave what I gave,
I'm not sorry I met you,
I'm not sorry it's over,
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save,

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.

excerpt from "Your Ex-Lover is Dead"
by Stars

31.3.08

difference

一个被传统约束的人,一个我行我素的人。

生活好有趣哦~

还在生病。。。

累!

27.3.08

shock

...of a lifetime.

there's really still so much to see in this world. too much in fact.

while are some are very favourable, the others are...

disgusting.

24.3.08

talkative

met a DJ girl.

what's more to come? =]

19.3.08

happening

wooooo

tonight so happening.

friend quarreled. hopefully they can recover tomorrow.

www.nusbingo.org gets a revamp! with my slogan on it wakakakaka. "NUS BINGO - Fueling Your Entrepreneurial Spirit" HOW COOL IS THAT!!!! AHHAHAHAHAHA. thanks anita. for this and for everything. oh. and something like "NUS BINGO - It's not a Game; It's THE Game"

and stupid anita gave me task to do again. not ONE but TWO. and quite large a project to boot. wootness please plus point to me can or not??? i really wanna achieve higher ler HEHEHEHE

junior got her STPM result. now chatting with her on which university she's going.

and the CPD got angry for no apparent reason. stupid me for being at the wrong place at the wrong time. but really, i'm used to this kind of situation with my ex so it's nothing but a breeze. n00b. anyways wish your love life a smooth one, though it's freaking not possible. nevertheless good luck!

yeah these stuff happened concurrently within a timeframe of roughly 15mins.

wow.

some other days are so unhappening that one day feels like quarter a day.

hehehe

okay needa go do some academic stuff liao hehehez. jia you everyone!

18.3.08

blurz

busy like dunno how to describe.

in fact, still busying...

...at least i felt alive. yeah i do.

5.3.08

doll up

yeah look does matter. i'm gonna marry a pretty girl next time~ wakakakakaka

房间只有3x3米小罢了,不坐在电脑前叫我滚到哪里去啊???

28.2.08

"Calendar Girl"

by Stars

If I am lost for a day, try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest and June is the light
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world
Stay alive

I dream I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive

January, February, March, April, May, I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October, I'm alive
November, December, yeah all thro' the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive.

24.2.08

RAWR!

my hoot for johore trip. along with crayon shinchan and pc gamer.

...

and food. lots of food. DAMN LOTS OF FOOD!

all dabao'd back to singapore. currently still digesting. =]

15.2.08

10.2.08

读书好累,搭飞机也累。。。

8.2.08

超好笑

today a lizard came tumbling down at the kitchen counter when i was preparing some shandy for myself. i did not notice it at first, because i left to answer a call.

going back for my drink, i saw this lizard lying there just like shown above, eyes moving and still breathing.

...for 5 minutes.

then i flip it around and off it swirl to elsewhere. laughed my ass off.

clears the joke bout the lizard falling due to it clapping.

7.2.08

新年

looks like i made it hehehe

happy cny to all!

=]

5.2.08

对联

栽竹栽[松]竹隐凤松隐鹤 | 培山培水山藏[虎]水藏龙

it's like a mirror image of itself. cool.

2.2.08

artsy

Two souls contend
In me and both souls strive for masterdom,
Which from the other shall the scepter rend.
The first soul is a lover, clasping close
To this world tentacles of corporal flame,
The other seeks to rise with mighty throes
To those ancestral meadows whence it came.

—Johann Wolfgang Goethe, born: August 28
(Faust, Act I)

A Virgo Rhyme

But modest Virgo's rays give polished parts,
And fill men's breasts with honesty and arts;
No tricks for gain, nor love of wealth dispense,
But piercing thoughts and winning eloquence.

— Manilius

1.2.08

3年4个月17天的感情,说抛就抛么?

如果它是那么简单一回事,为何在送你走后,又与心酸和泪水重逢呢?

解,跑去哪儿啦?

28.1.08

不晕才怪。。。

这样下去会闹出人命的啊~!!

25.1.08

pale light

What am I? Where am I? Who am I?
Why have I been so afraid to try?
No one came to answer these questions.
I know if I look, it's all there in my visions.

So, I opened one small door,
And from within a voice echoed.
"Have you come forth to free me?"
To tell the truth, that has come to scare me.

Should I close the door? Or,
Should I find out whose voice had called?
Perhaps if I took a glance inside,
I would know where the voice resides.

So my courage peered into the door,
All was dim 'cept for a flicker on the floor,
Deep down inside I realize,
I had to find the voice before its echo dies.

23.1.08

kik

someone started the conversation with something but apparently she mistyped lol as kik...

some surprises you have there hehe

17.1.08

清醒的清。

has been thinking too much apparently... wakakakaka

happy birthday james!

10.1.08

lazy

lazy as in lazy to type in chinese. besides, this english font is nice. i mentioned it last time wat

anyways, this post to tell myself that the kittie has gone. but at least i fed her a piece of ham. never wanted to keep a pet anyway. too much hassle but at least those days gave me a taste of keeping a real pet. i'd always wanted to build mechanical critters for everyone to play, but this is yet a dream to be fulfilled...

oh and yeah i made someone happy today. and she cheered me up too. giving is really more rewarding than receiving ain't it so ehehehhe. but really i'm damn freaking confused right now. what do i really expect in return?

humans are social exchange animals. no matter how you say that you only give without receiving, it's a lie. it's a goddamn lie.

maybe i wanted a person to share my innermost secret thoughts. maybe i wanted someone for me to fool around with? nay. maybe what i'm doing now is what i've always wanted others to do to me. or maybe i'm just lonely. sigh. maybe i just need a psychologist. -__-

oh yeah that's all i guess. going back to s'pore soon. tomorrow night there's this parade which i'm gonna attend no matter what. so no online. next time going online would be in singapore... right now i'm just damn tired. nothing to pack also. traveling isn't fun; it never was. i hate the feeling of not being on steady earth...

but really this holiday is really satisfying. and not to mention not wasted too. hehehe.

7.1.08

前两天,店里来了只猫儿,今天终于与她玩了一顿。的确,猫儿还蛮可爱的。

嗯,头有点疼,也许是喝了阿许辣汤吧。walau, 胡椒粉是不是跌价啊???

oh, and this came from someone. "Don't make someone your everything because when they're gone, you're left with nothing."

yeah... maybe i shouldn't get all attached to my lappie... sigh but what to do it's life to me eh wahahaha

p/s: 又得罪另外个人。。。什么嘛。。。