30.11.07
cyclic
arrrr thermodynamics tomorrow [today liao]... actually nowadays i feel a bit bad for not feeling anything before and after the exams. for fluid mechs, sensors actuators, ctw too. so yeah it's like tackling exams head on with a blank mind and trying my best and that's it. zero. nil. neh. nothing. no remorse, no joy, no nothing. weird.
makes me wonder whether all these are worth it, i mean like for future's sake. and then makes me ponder what about life that makes it so special that each and every one of us just keeps on hanging onto the line. stuffs like:
--could i possibly try harder and do better? not previously but in the future...
--am i wasting my parents resources by not trying hard enough?
--wth have i been doing this whole semester that is worth remembering?
--what is the exact definition of "worthiness"?
--etc etc...
hahaha to the age old question: what is the meaning of life? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meaning_of_life
read bout this quote from reader's digest, quite fun: "despite the ever-increasing cost of life, the demand for it never ceases to stop" =] how true is that?
hehehe so i guess i'll just sleep and wake up tomorrow just to see what other s***s life is serving for me. back to thermo then.
p/s: later 4.30pm can fly liao~ [actually the exam ends when you first step inside the exam hall, oh well...]
makes me wonder whether all these are worth it, i mean like for future's sake. and then makes me ponder what about life that makes it so special that each and every one of us just keeps on hanging onto the line. stuffs like:
--could i possibly try harder and do better? not previously but in the future...
--am i wasting my parents resources by not trying hard enough?
--wth have i been doing this whole semester that is worth remembering?
--what is the exact definition of "worthiness"?
--etc etc...
hahaha to the age old question: what is the meaning of life? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meaning_of_life
read bout this quote from reader's digest, quite fun: "despite the ever-increasing cost of life, the demand for it never ceases to stop" =] how true is that?
hehehe so i guess i'll just sleep and wake up tomorrow just to see what other s***s life is serving for me. back to thermo then.
p/s: later 4.30pm can fly liao~ [actually the exam ends when you first step inside the exam hall, oh well...]
29.11.07
psp
so wanted a psp. costs about RM800.00, but really, would i appreciate it, like, one day after that?
so maybe just this time, i'll let it slip by.
hmm... maybe only lar =p
p/s: bought the first ps2 for about RM2k. utter n00b move. s***
so maybe just this time, i'll let it slip by.
hmm... maybe only lar =p
p/s: bought the first ps2 for about RM2k. utter n00b move. s***
dis-care
...life's little surprise.
you may not know what you'll get tomorrow. and when you know it *poof* you'll be happiness+1
have a nice day peeps. oh and thanks lesley!
you may not know what you'll get tomorrow. and when you know it *poof* you'll be happiness+1
have a nice day peeps. oh and thanks lesley!
28.11.07
sad
ok. i'm sad. can't say i'm not. sigh...
it's true that something insignificant in the future remain so in the present. but at that very moment where it happened, it really mattered. doubt began to cloud the mind, and actions were blurred. and this is the boundary line between the true courage and utter cowardice.
and i'm supposed to admit defeat and embrace it for the sake of being whole again?
some people said that emotions are unnecessary baggages of life. i'd say it depends on the circumstances. sometimes emotions are positive, and we want them forever. once it goes sour we tend to want to repel it.
so yeah it all boils down to desirability, and in the root of that lies selfishness.
it's true that something insignificant in the future remain so in the present. but at that very moment where it happened, it really mattered. doubt began to cloud the mind, and actions were blurred. and this is the boundary line between the true courage and utter cowardice.
and i'm supposed to admit defeat and embrace it for the sake of being whole again?
some people said that emotions are unnecessary baggages of life. i'd say it depends on the circumstances. sometimes emotions are positive, and we want them forever. once it goes sour we tend to want to repel it.
so yeah it all boils down to desirability, and in the root of that lies selfishness.
assimilation
it seems that relationships, when broken, tend to govern that the involved party(ies) assimilate the characteristics of each other.
...so yeah how much weaker will i be in the end?
...so yeah how much weaker will i be in the end?
27.11.07
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20.11.07
repetitive
4 years plus 4 months. that's how long it's been ya? it ended a long time ago but i'm still counting. dreamer i may be but it's probably because i subconsciously wanted it to continue...
...yeah, that explains also why i still regret things turn out this way.
by the way, i like this particular font that i'm using now. looks nice~
...yeah, that explains also why i still regret things turn out this way.
by the way, i like this particular font that i'm using now. looks nice~
18.11.07
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