28.1.08

不晕才怪。。。

这样下去会闹出人命的啊~!!

25.1.08

pale light

What am I? Where am I? Who am I?
Why have I been so afraid to try?
No one came to answer these questions.
I know if I look, it's all there in my visions.

So, I opened one small door,
And from within a voice echoed.
"Have you come forth to free me?"
To tell the truth, that has come to scare me.

Should I close the door? Or,
Should I find out whose voice had called?
Perhaps if I took a glance inside,
I would know where the voice resides.

So my courage peered into the door,
All was dim 'cept for a flicker on the floor,
Deep down inside I realize,
I had to find the voice before its echo dies.

23.1.08

kik

someone started the conversation with something but apparently she mistyped lol as kik...

some surprises you have there hehe

17.1.08

清醒的清。

has been thinking too much apparently... wakakakaka

happy birthday james!

10.1.08

lazy

lazy as in lazy to type in chinese. besides, this english font is nice. i mentioned it last time wat

anyways, this post to tell myself that the kittie has gone. but at least i fed her a piece of ham. never wanted to keep a pet anyway. too much hassle but at least those days gave me a taste of keeping a real pet. i'd always wanted to build mechanical critters for everyone to play, but this is yet a dream to be fulfilled...

oh and yeah i made someone happy today. and she cheered me up too. giving is really more rewarding than receiving ain't it so ehehehhe. but really i'm damn freaking confused right now. what do i really expect in return?

humans are social exchange animals. no matter how you say that you only give without receiving, it's a lie. it's a goddamn lie.

maybe i wanted a person to share my innermost secret thoughts. maybe i wanted someone for me to fool around with? nay. maybe what i'm doing now is what i've always wanted others to do to me. or maybe i'm just lonely. sigh. maybe i just need a psychologist. -__-

oh yeah that's all i guess. going back to s'pore soon. tomorrow night there's this parade which i'm gonna attend no matter what. so no online. next time going online would be in singapore... right now i'm just damn tired. nothing to pack also. traveling isn't fun; it never was. i hate the feeling of not being on steady earth...

but really this holiday is really satisfying. and not to mention not wasted too. hehehe.

7.1.08

前两天,店里来了只猫儿,今天终于与她玩了一顿。的确,猫儿还蛮可爱的。

嗯,头有点疼,也许是喝了阿许辣汤吧。walau, 胡椒粉是不是跌价啊???

oh, and this came from someone. "Don't make someone your everything because when they're gone, you're left with nothing."

yeah... maybe i shouldn't get all attached to my lappie... sigh but what to do it's life to me eh wahahaha

p/s: 又得罪另外个人。。。什么嘛。。。