酸

my left hand is yours...

...and he won!

top right little box there. first prize. pro category yo!

dreams

TBY says (8:34 PM):
boss brkfast tmr?
eesong says (8:36 PM):
as usual
TBY says (8:36 PM):
k
TBY says (8:36 PM):
9.30
eesong says (8:36 PM):
mauritius?
TBY says (8:37 PM):
yeah
eesong says (8:37 PM):
madagascar?
TBY says (8:37 PM):
or u prefer rome?
eesong says (8:37 PM):
long time never go italy liao
TBY says (8:37 PM):
sounds good
TBY says (8:37 PM):
rome it is
eesong says (8:37 PM):
okie
TBY says (8:37 PM):
can walk vatican later
TBY says (8:37 PM):
ok
eesong says (8:37 PM):
yeah can
TBY says (8:37 PM):
rite man
eesong says (8:37 PM):
dream big yo
TBY says (8:37 PM):
yeah
TBY says (8:38 PM):
meet me at the airport first tho
eesong says (8:38 PM):
kk
TBY says (8:38 PM):
im flying my porsche in
eesong says (8:38 PM):
ok
eesong says (8:38 PM):
but you must try my enzo over there
eesong says (8:38 PM):
just installed turbo
TBY says (8:38 PM):
shit no joke
TBY says (8:38 PM):
gotta try dat
eesong says (8:39 PM):
=D
TBY says (8:39 PM):
lulz
TBY says (8:39 PM):
dude
eesong says (8:39 PM):
lolz
TBY says (8:39 PM):
make it happen
eesong says (8:39 PM):
yeah
eesong says (8:39 PM):
i'm so gonna blog this
eesong says (8:39 PM):
brb
TBY says (8:39 PM):
lol

或许

爱得太深了。。。

123. love ya all~

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2.06am

it's raining over here.

and i like it.

how long has it been, that i am able to just slow down for a while, just to, ya know, enjoy the scenery, just for that little while.

it's a vaio i'm using now. design lab's vaio. not the usual lappie, so typing's a little bit weird. lazy to bring that back. hehehe.

oh well.

was going to sleep like an hour ago, but was browsing through a comic. the comic, in fact. great teacher onizuka. old comic, but still nice. gets to your soul ya know.

tonight, is somewhat special. i'm not living with my music, since the vaio does not contain my, boasting abit, 32.3GB of mp3s.

let's see. a few stuff that crosses my mind right now.

bluey. yeah. you caused abit of trouble for me ya know. with all that sentimental blog entries that you've made. a few of your friends started to assume that i'm the bad guy. i did nothing with you, just to make it clear. what we did, is normal. what we did, did not cross that boundary called pure friendship. what we did, apparently got misunderstood by your bunch of friends. mehhh. suffice to say, i'm quite disturbed. but oh well. it's the past.

lightning.

vamp. yeah. what a pathetic joke. half a year? that's real quick, sister. but i really admire you. the way that you took that initiative. i like. fort canning huh. nice place. and funny, i've not learnt anything from that relationship, which i think, should be some hints or experience or stuff. but oh well. it's the past.

lightning again.

northern lights. yeah. even more pathetic. this, i've learnt. a lot. who your true friends are, what needs to be done in the future. and my SGD134.00. thanks to wj. and by. lolz. you are teh roxxor manz. PUA now? gotta get my hands on that bible of yours some time soon. oh. and you loved rain. actually, me too. wonder which one came first.

raindrops on the window pane.

oh. where were you? you who wanted me to become your "best friend". lolz. that was, like, 2004? hehehe.

streetlights across.

and passing vehicles. man. these people drove real good cars.

and you. who went overseas. you're getting fatter and fatter by the day. meh. but i liked you. note: liked. you have the elegance, and that attracts me. heh. thanks to you, i know what kind of girls i wanted.

no one's running or jogging at this hour. 2.23am. rain + in the middle of the night = no one's jogging.

and taxis. hyundais. are noisy. and toyota crowns. old cars.

missie. you sure you liked me? 2005? i'm sorry, but something's just ain't happening. for obvious reasons. i have the right to choose don't i? sorry. plain, simple sorry.

VIP is over! so is week 2 of NUS 2009/2010 semester 1. SO FAST OMAI~!

room's a mess. the macdonald's rubbish is still there, since friday night i suppose. i forgot. oh well.

RUN NUS. 12km men's open. i'm so jialat. the running shirt was like L, and it was like really tight fit. should have gone for XL instead. ish.

oh. i nearly forgot bout you. how has it been? hanging out with your new bunch of friends? all of your so-called long-lost friends are wondering where on earth are you. well. i don't know you that well anymore do i? it has been almost 4 years. did you miss me the way you did? if it is, too bad, because i certainly don't. i thought i couldn't leave the past behind, but guess what, gradually, i already did. go me!

oh. and jon. sigh. how you doing up there man? or you got reincarnated already? lolz. don't know. the world's stuffed with religions and beliefs that i don't know which one is which. anyways, hope you're doing well, maybe in an alternative dimension/world etc.

hehehe. had a feeling this is a long post. and it is. oh well. bandwidth has been paid with, no sweat!

still raining. and i am still awake. brushed my teeth just now, and as usual, binging on buns and crackers. getting fat is imminent!

semester's getting busier. C in frame A, motion w.r.t. D, translating along B. it's either very repetitive or very tough, or somewhere along that line. sheeesh. industrial automation, that guy just waberwbuaayarr sometimes, leaving all of us the ??? in our minds. but the module's fun. and easy. to score. i hope. chiongz! hr2002. sucky. i hate talking. contributing. or whatever. gem module. kinda fun. or at least can make it more fun. and fyp. funnest of all. i hope. oh well. it did nett me this vaio for personal usage, and a personal cubicle in NUS. beat that. with gym facilities and/or swimming pools to go to. and a race track. nice.

getting sleepier. tomorrow's another day. sunday. just another sunday. will still go to the lab. skip the cluster fridge cleaning session; i ain't gonna use it anyway.

laundry's on tomorrow night. the stuff is really piling up. i suspect there's a whole colony of mold growing and thriving and preparing to invade me when i'm sleeping.

752 words. wow. i'm bored. still raining. had been spending alot recently. on food. FOODS! zzz.

it's getting colder. i should really brush up on my EQ. hmmm. why don't i feel that i wanna sleep. i guess i'm gonna nuah on my bed for a long time tomorrow. lolz. it's sunday. lazy lazy sunday.

hehe. saved you for the last, stupid girl. i find myself falling for you, falling for your innocence (i know you're not), and your nice behaviour. nice girl you are. suits me i guess. you had a headache and sleeping early tonight. hehe. and you are afraid of scary stuff. i liked to tease you bout that. a lot. guess i could have treated you better, but that will be boring, and too repetitive. and you'll get bored very soon, and soon you'll be dumping me faster than i can say "don't". climax of our episode ain't coming yet. patience.

man, i missed the conversation with you. i missed the holidays with you. i, just miss you. guess you're in lala land right now. joining you now. the condition for zzz is now perfect. nights.

7.43pm

a bench in damai resort. the closest that i've ever be with you.

thanks for the memories. will cherish it always.

2009

First time met him, he was my primary school friend. We used to joke around with everything. Anything, in fact. Competition mate to some maths olympiad. That's all I can recall. Heh. Eh. No. His mom even went to school to ask for a change of grade for his music. Got a "C" when that guy's has a Grade 8 in piano. Oh, my mom did too. Lolz. Such coincidence.

After graduating from pri, we went for different sec schools; me Kuching High and him St. Joseph. Both were in the marching band. Both were band majors, different year though.

Last time I've met him in person, I was amazed. First, he's like 190cm (at least?). Instructing a school band. THE St. Joseph school band. The band that is always the best in town.

Last time we've chatted, isn't through msn. It was in facebook. A message sent to the inbox.

"Oi! Budak." 'Budak' literally means kiddo.

Was anything promised then, I wonder? Out for a drink? Perhaps. Meet up when we are both back in Kuching? Perhaps.

A friend, buddy, band major, engineer. A faithful believer who went with the angels. Who went way before us.

Jon, 1986-2009.

Rest well, pal.

funny

...how msn personal message relates to my feelings. here's some:

"i want to be my own self"

"sometimes logics don't apply"

"never try never know"

"work hard for what you want"

"i need to get rid of pride and embrace faith"

"short and sweet"

"be the change you want to see"

"it takes no time to fall in love, but it takes years to know what love is"

long time since last update, it should be a better one. oh well, things could be worse...

peace out.

...

http://plainsky.blogpsot.com/

updates

my integrated creative sound blaster audigy sth sth is finally back online. luckily peeps at creative labs didn't give me a hard time and just issue me a new license number.

Let Go, by M-Flo loves Yoshioka, is a good song. just in case you're still searching. an old song, gotten from my college years.

been doing VIP now. some project which wasn't suppose to be disclosed to public, or only to a certain extent. gonna earn the first independent salary of my life. yay. but it's not even enough to cover the rental and rental alone. sad.

on the other hand, income for doing VIP (= 6MC) and not special semester (which required additional tuition fee), covering rental (contract ends end of june), jumpstart of FYP etc, all these are pretty good deals.

p/s: Yume by Shibata Jun is nice too =) and i hearts my laptop 90% due to the sound suite

turbulence

spent the whole day reformatting laptop =_=

and made a fool out of myself today.

zzz

4.55pm

2个月，说久不久。

=(

sucker for kitten

stray kitty at techno.

hasn't developed a keen sense of smell.

loves $1 fish though.

=]

catgirl moot

from TEH INTERNETZ


...and look what post-exam-syndrome did to me. voila!

good

exam's over. did it quite good i presumed. at least i think so. hehehe~

VIP has been confirmed. awaiting official email. and compulsory extension to FYP. oh well.

life's good.

p/s: no camera no psp lolz. gh3y braderhud will lend me one. lolz.

dream

5 years. within 5 years.

10km

because i'm more awesome than i was yesterday.

what?

http://plainsky.blogspot.com/2008/08/blog-post.html

for what reason, i forgot.

sydney

暗喜～

真希望可以陪她到哪儿。。。

oh well.

7

is the number of people that i'm gonna look for in the holidays. sadly, she is not one of them.

fig & olive

the chicken is still edible. stupid.

=(

stupid

what merlot, rose, cabarinet or whatnots.

pasir panjang road will definitely hold memories for me.

and, true friendship really knows no bound. i don't know whether to feel happy or sad.

heh.

stupidity to the max. both you and i.

reminiscence

everytime it rains, that is. wonder whether you've reached here already.

勤

今天的她，身着背心兼迷你裙，决定回乡三天。

今天的我，送她到怡丰城车站，还帮忙提行李。

上车前，她回头。微笑的我俩，一星期后见吧。

p/s: 呵呵呵。。。听起来还蛮诗情画意的～

p/s2: pedotan said: jumaat yang baik. indeed =p

p/s3: she got stuck at customs for 1.5hrs. n00b.

a-sang

“一直很安静”、“开车”、“叶子”等等，都很好听。

过去，继续活在回忆中。

安息。

life's good

前阵子，写了张哲学文，里边都是废话，责任与自由之选等等话题，蛮显的，但还蛮现实。比如说。。。

故事的开始，就是奥地利去不了，耿耿于怀。说是预算有限，只允许四个人。TMD. "Due to limited budget..." 这简单一句就毁了美梦。F.

不过没关系，另个机会浮现，而且可以搞个VIP (Vacation Internship Programme) 而且而且还有津贴，不像某某机械人队。

哼！

p/s: 今天约了她吃饭。她的脸，虽然有时候很跩，但毕竟还是很可爱～

p/s2: 大家别为了忙碌而忘了大家哦！

dota had been needed. life is good.

半岛铁盒

02年之事，谁懂？

被爱

= 被动的爱

stranded amour at ocean’s end~

you are way better than i thought =)

soulless musical encapsulation

半岛铁盒 - 周杰伦

Too Much - S.H.E.

Won't Be Long - 倖田來未 feat. EXILE

...

=)

or

=(

?

pressie

a present from her. from the grad dinner. on the package, it says:

"Life was beautiful then. I remember the time. I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again."

no particular meaning to it.

...

no particular meaning to it.

life is good

今早有位OL向我问路，说要到biz去。可惜无法伴她到那，而且给的instruction也不足。遗憾遗憾。

之后与buaya喝杯茶就去开会了。

Warhammer 40k - Dawn of War II [Failed Version]

i am stupid lolz

半岛铁盒

定义：一种音乐盒，打开就会有一位婀娜多姿的少女在铁盒上随着优美的音乐旋转跳着芭蕾。设计者为了表现少女羞涩的感觉，所以在铁盒旁常常带有一个小锁。铁盒的形状象半个小岛，因而得名。

2002年秋天的回忆与2009年的春天，难道有个约会？

她，也许对我太好。我，也许爱上她了。

ernie cameron

funny stuff. happening everywhere, anywhere

礼尚往来

a post has been dedicated to me, and this to you.

...but i don't have much nothing to write. sorry =p being sick while forcing myself to do programming isn't doing me any good.

thanks for the memories though =)

mail down?