160GB of stuff

yeah life was easy going. definitely unlike the life in singapore but it's not really that good afterall. something's missing i guess. work work and work. stupid staff left everything undone and unexplained. show some uniformity and standard at least okay? other than that, it's all catching up with friends. met chun wei just now, and transfered some *things*. the songs by mika is nice, and so are the final fantasy songs.

speaking of songs, it brings back memories. it's like it's able to encapsulize a particular timeframe of your life. i've verified this too. if you spend enough time for a period listening to a particular collection of songs, then you dis-listen them for a long time, and re-listen again, yeah it does bring back memories. and memories, that's what makes individuals unique. future actions are actually dependent on past events. while there may be better paths to thread upon, be grateful of what you have now. we're not the best, but we're not the worst off either. if you're feeling down, remember that there's always some hope out there, albeit little and tiny, and it's composed of different forms, be it music, picture, a single word, a person, and so on so forth. for me it's mostly music (i'm an audiophile) so yeah i hate noise and love it at the same time. something like wave-particle duality theory.

okay back to story, he's the gang of best friend in form4, along with wee ping, daniel etc etc (the etcs sound weird =p). yeah those were good times. fooled around too much but heck was it fun. first hour of the school day is still sleeping hour. and the funny mr. chua of additional maths. "siapa boleh berdiri? hanya aku saja yang boleh" wth lar hahaha.

and the scouts. damn were they having fun. again mom didn't allow me to go this time around. sigh. nothing can be done about that. but other than that i went to school today so saw them. ahh the nostalgia embraced me. and mocked me too dammit. either way i hope i can join them more. hopefully. music camp was down i heard, damn sad. please larrr... i so wanna go join them. boohoo. at least the place, the organization, the people there, everyone, everything, they gave my a sense of belonging. nostalgic stuff again. hehehe.

so yeah that's all. oh and i'm gonna update my lappie HDD to 160GB. hope it's worth it.

on other unrelated news, puberty was late.

and one girl went MIA. i sense some similarity between me and her. and makes me wonder whether those days were really our firsts... sigh i was a real failure back then; not that it's alot different from now. just wanna say sorry to the two girls that i've hurted so much.

long hair. hahaha i now have the longest hair i ever had in my whole life. gonna trim it abit at the saloon before reunion dinner next tuesday. and add abit of red highlighting to make it look, not to say cool, but at least the way i wanted it to be. now it's abit red cuz of previous black colour fading. come to think bout it, changing appearance does cost damn lot. just ask the girls, and some boys. also i so wanted an asian mullet. looks damn nice. like this one: http://www.oneinchpunch.net/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2007/09/asian-mullet.jpg hahaha.

and square enix (it was square soft back then), people who worked there, T.H.E.Y. A.R.E. G.O.D.