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arrrr thermodynamics tomorrow [today liao]... actually nowadays i feel a bit bad for not feeling anything before and after the exams. for fluid mechs, sensors actuators, ctw too. so yeah it's like tackling exams head on with a blank mind and trying my best and that's it. zero. nil. neh. nothing. no remorse, no joy, no nothing. weird.

makes me wonder whether all these are worth it, i mean like for future's sake. and then makes me ponder what about life that makes it so special that each and every one of us just keeps on hanging onto the line. stuffs like:
--could i possibly try harder and do better? not previously but in the future...
--am i wasting my parents resources by not trying hard enough?
--wth have i been doing this whole semester that is worth remembering?
--what is the exact definition of "worthiness"?
--etc etc...

hahaha to the age old question: what is the meaning of life? http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Meaning_of_life

read bout this quote from reader's digest, quite fun: "despite the ever-increasing cost of life, the demand for it never ceases to stop" =] how true is that?

hehehe so i guess i'll just sleep and wake up tomorrow just to see what other s***s life is serving for me. back to thermo then.

p/s: later 4.30pm can fly liao~ [actually the exam ends when you first step inside the exam hall, oh well...]